Amor and Adios,

Bye Blogspot.

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21 Choices.

Shit. When I'm finally given everything I want, I don't know what to choose. Maybe there aren't many choices after all. Not many reasonable ones at least..

Wow.

I think I'm over blogging.

Back to Normal.

My summer has been full of ups and downs, but today just ensured that I don't need to worry about the unnecesaries in life because I've got who I've got and that's all that matters. Such a fun day today.

It Always Goes Like This.

It always starts with "I'm disappointed in you..." Then comes the yelling, the tears, the cussing, the fight. It always goes like this.

Just a Year Ago.

Seeing how things have been this past year take me on a long way back to when things were so easy. Friends were easily made, and easily kept. These days, life just gets harder and harder to deal with. When your stuck in between important people, what do you choose? I'm sorry that I haven't been as good of a friends as I could have ever been. It's just horrible to feel as if life is going great; that I'm busting my ass off to do what I can. Things have been hard for me, maybe you can't see it. But you 're not the only one that has needs and wants. I want to be the best friend that you all deserve, but maybe I need to trust myself a little more first. I want to be confident, to not have the feeling that every little thing I do can cost me my friend; my best friends. I want to live knowing that people are there no matter what. Cause honestly, they're not. Even last year, last night I was upset. I remember it not like it was last year, but just a day ago. I wanna apologize to everyone, here and now. It's hard not knowing what your place is in this world.

Hold On Tight.

I keep telling myself that I should switch to Tumblr forever, but I don't wanna leave this. Well. Eventually I'll be moving on.

Just a recap of what's been going on:

Friday, Donna picked me up with Nathan, Bianca, and Justin in the car. We got to Cynthia's house and the first thing we did was try to catch a lizard. We got it out by the end, but it was dead already. Bye lizard :( Anyways, after that we all went swimming and played games and such. Bianca and the boys left so the rest of us girls got ready for Minx. We got dropped off, and my little babies couldn't get in cause of their 'age', but soon they found their way and we all had fun. Fun night, that's all I can say. Yvonne came back to my house and we laughed, ate, and called random people until 5 in the moaaanin. Well, 5 for her.. I knocked out at 4.

Saturday, got woken up by Yvonne on the phone.. again. Looked at my phone : 14 missed calls and 13 text messages. Called Bianca back and she told me that I had to go to the AA sale. So Yvonne left, and I got dropped off in the longass line. Shopped like crazy, and ended up being the winner again.. right Bianca? Around 1ish, I got picked up to go to Torrance. Ate a whole bunch, napped, and watched Memoirs of a Geisha at my mom's friends house. Later that night, we went to Redondo Beach to watch fireworks. It was freezing cold but it was a good family bonding time :) Love them all.

OH AND NEW YORK AND WASHINGTON DC AT THE END OF AUGUST! I HOPE.