Intimidating

Had a nice little chat w/ Janelle PoorassHO today about what we thought about eachother. And quote her "I thought you were really intimidating and mean. So I didn't really want to get to know you cause you look like you'd talk a lot of shit" And Ms. Bianca butts in and goes "YEAH, you look like the type of girl that goes 'I'm da sh1111t.'" Wooooow, who woulda thought? I always thought that I looked innocent hahah but I guess not. Maybe cause I'm asian. Justkidding. Its not like I can smile at everyone that passes by me right? Who knows maybe I should start! Well, just a thought.

Prelude is tomorrow! My mom was bitching at me in the car even when Bianca was in there, and she was like 'TALK TO YOUR FATHER.' Stop being so uptight about everything. But 3 days til her birthday, so I'll be a good girl and not argue so much. For some reason, I just hate this time of year. The Christmas feeling gives me shivers. Good & Bad all bundled up together.

I'm learning The River Flows in You by Yiruma aka Bella's Lullaby. I have a great big feeling in the lump of my throat that its going to get played out but oh well. At least I'd have an accomplishment of finishing a song on my own. Plus a video dedicated to Jann, my soulmate. Ohhh, I want a souldmate =/ But noooooobody for Fiona.

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same"