I. To start off, tonight was the second night of the Variety Show. One word: amazing. The crowd was great, and everything turned out just fine. Whewwww. Bianca and Martin are gonna hate me for repeating this again, but congratulations to our new CIT's :) Blow those whistles, they know what I mean. Pictures up sooner or later.
II. Stress has hit me. And its not even the beginning, or is it the end? I'm not even sure. My parents need to know that I'm still young and I should be out there having fun. Home isn't home anymore, it's just a lonely place to be. I told myself in the beginning of this year that even through all the "sophmore year is the worst year ever" I'd still do my absolute best in everything. I feel like I've failed myself.
III. I don't know where I am. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know what is good for me. I can't focus. I can't think. I can't say the words can't. Holiday spirit please come fast. Is this really how rock bottom feels?
I'm tired. I need sleep. Goodnight
Friday, December 12, 2008
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