Pleasure vs. Priority

I've been given everything I've ever wanted. I've never had to worry about food, money, clothes. I have a loving family and I'm supported by 2 loving parents and amazing friends. Everying I need is bought for me left to right and I have a warm home to come to everynight. Then why can't I live up to that? Why am I given everything and I can't make my parents happy? For my parents to be proud of me and for ME to be happy of myself. That's all I want.