All I've been listening to is Norah Jones, sooooothes my soul hahaha lame.
Yesterday was just whatever. I really hate holidays, cried twice, family dinner. Had a talk with my little brother before bed. It was nice. We've both grown so much and it must be hard for my parents especially. But I'd just wish they'd understand. Things would be just a whole lot easier for everyone. Maybe I'm the one that needs to understand, who knows.
I think it's really time to give up. Like completely put everything behind me. There's no point in keeping this hope when there's a part of you that knows its never going to happen again, but yet another part of you that yearns to never give up? To feel the same way, to smile the same way, but things just can't always happen. Wish I could just see what you'd have to say. Maybe I'm still to young and maybe I'll never learn. I just want to be with you.
Today: - Get as much hw done as I can
- Shopping w/ cousin for late gifts
- Family friends come over for dinner
Tomorrow" - Andrea and Saba day, I miss them so much
Ciao
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