It's Only For The Better.

Can I learn to say no? The two letter word is just like the four lettered word 'love'. When your put in that situation, you just can't not say it. Why me, why why me. I seem to ask myself that so much lately. But it just takes time for me to learn. And grow. No matter how long it takes, I'll learn. And it's only for the better.

I just can't stand being mediocre anymore. In anything. I've waited so long and so hard for anything that'll come my way. Pish posh applesauce. Never happening. But I will keep trying. Anyways, it's only for the better.

I guess its FINALLY time to finish it. To end everything we've had and turn it into the only one thing that can truly satisfy me and everyone who cares for me. It's time to let go and the past few weeks just proved it. Letting go, letting go, letting go. It's only for the better.

I'm changing myself. Things that don't matter can just pass me by. I don't need everything, because I'm happy being the good little asian girl that I am. I'm telling myself and only myself that things will turn around. Because things always go down but I have gone through much to say that things will fall back in place. Maybe not permanently, and maybe not for my satisfaction, but I keep telling myself. Over and over again..










It's Only For The Better.