Flashback to the Future.

It's scary to think about the future for me. One sides telling me its the right thing to do, yet the other side tells me that its not the right way to go? As of now, my future is a blur and I have no clue how I'm going to face it. Things seem different these days. Lonelier, scarier. The weather sure shows it. Attitudes have been switched around, and I feel like I'm back to the old days. Not so much fun.

Today was a half day, chill chill. After school Cynthia and I had a date at Ichiban. Christian came and met up with us and I had tempura ice cream for the first time! Not as good as I thought, but the green tea ice cream is my favorite<3 Then Cynthia and I went to watch Hannah Montana. We had pretty much a whole row to ourselves. The movie was good (recommended), and we ended up tearing up, singing along, and had constant popcorn fights. I told myself no money would be spent today on clothes, but ended up spending 27 on a dress. Silly me. But even worse, 40 bucks was spent on food -__- Its really scary getting hit on by random men/boys. Especially when they ask you what kinda heels you like. It was raining and cold outside so we went inside Barnes and Nobles and read Sex books, lololol. So funny.

I've felt so much disappointment lately and it kills. I need to keep my head up once again and not let this silly thing get through to me. I think I'm deleting my Myspace or keeping it inactive. Tomorrow will be filled with American Apparal, dim sum, and homework. Joy. Goodnight.